my tough week!

GEEZ! its been a long time since i wrote my last blog huh :(
i've been super busy on how to solve all my problems..haisss..it's been a tiring week for me n thnks Lord aku uda bs ngelewatin hr2 kmrn >.<

anw btw busway subway, im goin' back to indo today! gosh..rasanya ga pgn plg.... :'(
bakalan kangen bgt sm semuanya dsni..becky, ko aka, hendy, ryan etc! n yg paling bakal di hati, bentoloctopusku.... OMG.. sobs..im gonna be away from him for 3 weeks! i cant imagine ntar gmn ya huwah... he wont send me to airport lata huxhux!!

ahh mau sharing
remember last week its my toughest week. do ya noe why?coz i had all my exams in a row which went smoothly(but dunno abt my accounting haha) , and i had (and still have) problems with him..huff..i still figure out what is happening to himout of sudden.. i've been trying to dig and dig but it's useless. i still don't get the answer.. if there's something's wrong going on, cud u pls jst tell me?as ya knoe, i can be ur ear whenever u need a listener. i'll be a good listener fr u..

don't u know that ur hurting me if u behave like this??km bner2 ga ada perhatian. bukan maksudku ak mau di perhatiin, tapi setiap relationship itu harus bs saling menguatkan di saat2 susah..ak tau km cape sm aktivitas km, apalagi sm si guru itu(ugh!), and so do i..aku jg bner2 cape bgt sm aktivitas ak sehari2..tp itu bneran ga ngurangin apa yg selalu ak perbuat k km..ga bakal jg ngurangin rasa sayang aku, i won't be "cuek" sm kmu jg..krn aku mau semua ini tuh berjalan lancar..TAPI, klo semuanya ini cuman aku yg ngejalanin sendirian, aku ga bakal bisa..ga ada orang yg ga tergantung sm org lain kan, begitu jg ak, ak ga bs work these things out all by myself..i need u buat support aku, n aku jg akan selalu support km..km suka hal ini itu, aku ga bakal ngelarang km buat ngelakuin itu semuanya. yg cuman bs aku lakuin itu cuman "bilangin" kmu..but if u refuse it, i won't stop u..i just want to give the best that i can..

ahhh uda deh ampe sini dulu. mau mndi.. tataaaa.